Spare some Change for REvenge

The years roll on
the tears flow on
Time Burns,Time heals
its like i slipped on a banana peel
Made a laughing stock out of myself
Thats all i could manage without any help
Friends turn foes n foes turn friends
Its just the beginning of the change of trends
Held guilty for not heeding to ad'vice' of my friends
Change of motives, change in plans
Blood,Sin, Betrayal, Money, Bedlam
Things are changing like a rotating fan
How stupid do i make myself sound
i feel like a rabbit being chased by a hound
FUCK! the world ,good turns bad
Motives have changed for good or bad

Rider in the storm

I rode into the storm alone,
Didn't know what was in store for me....
Left me wondering at my foolishness..
To venture into the stormy sea..
No worry no tension..
No money no pension..
Bravado or plain stupidity..
Reducing danger to a mere fallacy..
as i gazed into the starry skies
The grander scheme of things played out..
Everything became ever so clear..
Who am i to change the past or the future..
Am i the king or the pawn..
Left waiting for a new dawn..
A new day comes
A new adventure shall come

The Beginning of Terror

I lost a lot and then some more
There was nothing I could lose anymore
I stopped to care
I stopped to stare
I stopped
Everything was a shade of grey
Nothing but a shade of grey
Looked like a”tide” had swept everything away
I didn’t know what to do
Should I stay and play
Or laugh my sorrow away
Sorrow for losing something I never had
Or something I could but was too lazy to work hard
I don’t know n never might
As I lazed in the moonless night
No aim no pain to break me apart
No fear just the Numbness in my heart
Life was not so simple I realised
I have erred and there had to be redemption
I had been an emotional fool
Poured my heart to anyone who cared
What did I know it was a mere social obligation?
To suffer once is to condemn oneself to an eternity of suffering
A vicious circle, of pain and remorse
Now others must pay, for it is their turn
I have paid my dues and so must they
Pay for what they have transformed me into
The payment shall be made
Wait, wait and wait......
The time is never right.